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PSA

I had limited my blog due to some issues that had been brought to my attention but I decided screw it, it's my blog, my thoughts, and nobody will take that away!

PSA: I'm happy. You can try and use my child to make your instant family but you won't win, and I'll still be happy.  You can have asshat.  There is something about seeing a man come at you with a crazy look about him to headbutt you through the window of your car that basically cancels out any love you ever felt for him.  I don't  want him, I don't care how much he's changed, he's your prize.  I have my own prize.  He thinks I'm beautiful and hot and everything asshat told me I wasn't. So I win.  Hands down.  Despite all you have done to me, I now sleep with a smile on my face.

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