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what??? WHAT???

Brace yourselves, I've had  an epiphany.  Guys, I AM HAPPY!  I don't really know what exactly made me realize this but I did.  Maybe it's because Barbie Jr. is with me for the summer. Maybe because I'm looking forward to summer fun with Jr, my friends and their kids. Maybe because I realized that I have enough guy friends to hang out with to remind me that I'm glad I'm single. 
Does it matter? No.  All that does matter is that I have once again found my happy.


Tomorrow would have been my 15th wedding anniversary. The last two years it didn't bother me. This year it does.  Why? I don't know.  All I know is that I can finally admit that I know deep down we don't belong together, there will always be that part of me that loves him.  Feelings I've been afraid to own up to for two years. But I realize it's okay, you don't spend half your life with someone and expect to feel nothing at all. So I send this song out in memory of what once was.