I don't post a whole lot. Some because I'm too busy, some because I start and then draw a blank and mostly because I don't have a laptop and trying to type all my ramblings is nearly impossible from a smart phone. (Edited to add that after typing that last sentence I searched the interwebs and found a bluetooth keyboard!! How did I not know this existed??) Right now I'm overwhelmed with life. I'm pregnant, now unmedicated, trying to continue to grasp the million aspects of my new job, trying to get my house and my life in order in preparation of the baby, worried about my niece who is having health issues, and heartbroken over my father who has been diagnosed with vascular dementia. Everything would be difficult while medicated but unmedicated I feel like a ticking timebomb. And add to that my weight and age during this pregnancy and the worry of any possible health issues for the baby. I started this post yesterday so I don't really know where I was goin...
There comes a time in your life when they tell you that you're too old to play with dolls. I want my damn Barbies back!