Strength. A simple word, with a big meaning. Dictionary.com defines it as:
the quality or state of being strong; bodily or muscular power; vigor.
mental power, force, or vigor.
moral power, firmness, or courage.
It's amazing what I have learned about myself over the past year. I have been through so much. And I will tell anyone who asks, it has made me a much stronger person. I never realized what strength I had until it was all I had to rely on.
I've been hurt, and have been the one to hurt others. Oddly, the one person I regret hurting the most is the one person who needs my strength more than anything right now.
I live by the belief, everything happens for a reason. I don't know. Maybe I am just rambling from lack of sleep. All I know is, I can't let him down again.
And what scares me the most, "The truth is I gave my heart away a long time ago, my whole heart, and I never really got it back." Sweet Home Alabama
I am crazy. I am crafty. I love my family and I love my friends. I hate to clean. I hate to cook. I get way too caught up in TV. I have quite an imagination. I daydream a lot. I like to pretend I can sing well. But I can't. I often feel like my life is a Lifetime movie. I have a daughter and a son who are the center of my universe. I have a small zoo.
At the end of the day I am happy, crazy, kooky, goofy and humble. I am thankful for the experiences I have had, good and bad. They have shaped me into who I am today.