Tuesday, June 11, 2013

what??? WHAT???

Brace yourselves, I've had  an epiphany.  Guys, I AM HAPPY!  I don't really know what exactly made me realize this but I did.  Maybe it's because Barbie Jr. is with me for the summer. Maybe because I'm looking forward to summer fun with Jr, my friends and their kids. Maybe because I realized that I have enough guy friends to hang out with to remind me that I'm glad I'm single. 

Does it matter? No.  All that does matter is that I have once again found my happy.

Wednesday, June 05, 2013


Tomorrow would have been my 15th wedding anniversary. The last two years it didn't bother me. This year it does.  Why? I don't know.  All I know is that I can finally admit that I know deep down we don't belong together, there will always be that part of me that loves him.  Feelings I've been afraid to own up to for two years. But I realize it's okay, you don't spend half your life with someone and expect to feel nothing at all. So I send this song out in memory of what once was.