Thank you Carrie Bradshaw.

My favorite line of all times from television would be this line from Carrie Bradshaw on the final episode of Sex and the City.

I'm looking for love. Real love. Ridiculous, inconvenient, consuming, can't-live-without-each-other love.

It's silly to base your lifelong hope of true love on one phrase from one show. But it sums up how I feel. Because I do believe that sort of love is out there. Unfortunately, I haven't found it.

I married poorly. I married too young. I married for the wrong reasons. Don't get me wrong, I married asshat because I loved him. And I still do. I always will. I think he's my first love. But we were all wrong from the start. I let this madness get to here. And I'll be better off once I leave. And I will never give up on that "ridiculous, inconvenient, consuming, can't-live-without-each-other-love."