Bunch of assholes.

You know what? I'm all done with feeling like I have to apologize for people's assholish behavior. Apologizing to my sister. My friends. The mailman even.

For one people shouldn't behave in a manner in which I, or any decent person, might feel the need to apologize. Two, and the greater question is, why do I always feel the need to APOLOGIZE for the behaviors?

I don't know the answer, but I do know that I'm tired of it.

Just like I am tired of holding back how I really feel to asshat. That I want to scream "After all you put me through, how dare you go hang out with Jimmy. It's like a big giant slap in the face. It's like you are shoving my stupidity of staying with your sorry ass, in my face."

Like I am tired of bending over backwards to make arrangements to help him out. I bent over backwards so he could go 4-wheeling with my brother in law this week. And of course he wants to play the *big man* and be all "well it gives you a break." But here's the thing? When do I get my 2 days with no husband, child, responsibilities around? Let's see???? Never. I can't even go to the Marshall game tomorrow with my friend because nobody will seem to step up and help me make it happen.

I'm just sick of assholes.